So I am happy to say that my anxiety is finally calming down after having been so crazy within the last few months. I can finally go out in public and not have to worry about getting sick or having to deal with panic attacks. The pills I was prescribed made me worse instead of making me better, and after I stopped taking them I noticed that I never needed them in the first place. I just needed time to deal with everything. I feel like I am at a very stable point in my life and I hope it stays this way. Just a heads up to people who do deal with anxiety, don’t depend on medication to make you feel better. Sure they help you feel calm and a little detached from things but in the long run do you really want something artificial helping you cope with life? We simply cannot be dependent on things that alter natural feelings because what will happen when those things get taken away. We will just be screwed pretty much. Just a little thing to think about.

I’ve always wanted a pet turtle.